HURTING BREAK UP / CHEATING GF “GOOD BYE!”

I waited forever for someone like you,
What is it that you do?
One wave,
I cave.
But not this time
It’s me you’ll never find.

I gave u my heart
I gave u my all
From the day we met
And through every fall
Why are u doing this I don’t understand
All I ever wanted was forever to be ur only man

My heart is breaking seeing u with another guy
Naked and together,
Why do u still lie?

I was born to cry, hide, and lose,
But I was raised to think, love and choose.
You loved the drug, never me,
I trusted you, so just leave!

Everyone warned me,
But I couldn’t see.
Your hands covered my eyes,
And now they’re dry from all the cries.

So I’ll move on and just let go,
No more wondering, now I know.

You need help there is no friend
No Vicky exists and no stories to pretend
Why couldn’t I make u see
We could have been forever
Why couldn’t you have loved and kept us together

So many chances to tell the truth
But u continued to lie
And now I sit here wanting to die

I was faithful, I was true
I gave all a man could
I did all I could do

I hope ur happy
I hope ur proud
Because the guy u were with and what u did
Would make ur daddy cry out loud

I don’t want u back
I've had enough
U had ur chance
And u gave us up

The truth would have set u free
But instead ur locked up in insanity

First it was pregnancy then u cry rape
I did nothing but believe in fate
Well that can all go to hell
Because I fell too hard
And all luv caused
Was another broken heart

I can't believe you hurt me like this
Our relationship was doing so great,
I tried to save it just this once
But now it's just too late,

They say it's better to have loved and lived
Than to have lived and never loved
But what is luv and who do u trust?

You will wake up one day and realize what u lost
And when that day comes
U will realize what it cost
It will hurt like hell
I know because I too fell

You had your chance I never gave up
But u threw it away.
With ur cock-up

All you had to do was be honest
I could have forgiven
But I could never live with knowing the truth and
Not hearing it from u.

God this hurts so much
Please take away the pain
Take it away so I can live again

There are so many other girls who deserve my love
I only have what’s left of my heart to give

I’ll always be true
As long as I live.

This I promise and my vow to u
I understand what u have done
And what I have to do

Amanda, u had me
U had all of me
U had my heart my mind and my everything
I was always faithful and never drifted
Never could and never sifted
U were my luv
U were my all
And no matter how high or how tall
The problems were
I would always be there

Now you lost me
U lost my love
U lost my heart my mind and my everything
I owe you nothing
Not now not ever
Stay out of my life
Stay out of my dreams
U brought this upon ur self
When u lied and deceived

I will find someone
Or someone will find me
Someone who can love and will be loved by me
Someone who is honest
And doesn’t need to lie
Someone who can see me for me
And not someone who lives for attention
Not caring about the damage and debris

Don’t kid ur self u cheated
Don’t kid your self It was all u
Don’t kid urself I know
Don’t kid your self you need help
And last but not least
I will survive and now understand what to do
Because
Don’t kid your self u lost me I never lost u!!!!!!!!!!!

Good bye

By Broken hearted Rob